I’m not actually a blogger, or a writer. But I do like to talk, but in my 28 years of living I eventually realize I suck at talking. I am better at conveying my message through writing. Reason being is I like to take things slowly, my thinking process is slow but thorough. Sometimes if I talk, the thought process lags behind while the sentence is pouring out. My English was not as good as most people, or as some of my sophisticated friends speak. But one thing I have is my confidence. Well when I type this, I feel confident. But I notice my confidence fluctuates like a wave, sometimes it’s there and sometimes it’s gone, almost vanished. And eventually my confidence is a factor of things I put value in. My work. When I feel like recently I did not do any productive work, then I feel down, even insecure when meeting with friends. But when I have lots to do, I won’t even think about feeling down, and my confidence soars through the top.
From above paragraph, I guess you can see how my brain goes from one thing to another, drifting, just like water flowing down the river. But even that would not be a correct analogy. Or maybe like a lost person in the jungle, one time he’s turning left and suddenly he turns right. ADHD much? But since I’m not diagnosed, I think it’s unfair to those actual ADHD people. But hey, if I were them, I would not care much.
The reason why I’m making this blog, all so sudden, was because I wanted to review a book: Discourse on Method by Rene Descartes. But since on Instagram there’s only so many words you can write, then I decided I need something, some platform where I can write. Apparently now Medium is too monetized. Then I turned to my old friend, wordpress.com.
“I don’t really care, I just don’t really care,” said the person caring about not caring about anything.
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