I put my confidence in external factors.
Just an example, if I had a lot of customers, I will feel confident to meet and interact with people.
But if I didn’t feel like I achieve something, then meeting people just feels so hard.
What will I tell them what is going on?
Nothing?
I achieved nothing.
While everyone else does something.
It’s true though, life is not about being rich.
It’s also about fulfilling your role in this world.
No wonder Prabowo having been rich his whole life, chose to be a military man,
and tried so hard to be president.
I guess the reason is that
the thirst, the hunger, the dissatisfaction with our own self,
push us to do something great,
so that when we sleep at night,
we can tell ourselves,
we did it.
Goofythinker 