Author Archives: btrntk

I have believed that I am one of those kind people. But am I kind, if I purposely avoid my bad-mouthed aunty whom I helped a few months ago? Around 6 months ago, nearing 2026 Chinese New Year, there was a flood around our neighbourhood. There was this aunt, from father’s side, who lived nearby.Continue reading “Thinking kindness”

It’s easy when not knowing, you want everyone to be happy. It’s easy when everyone around you is a good person, and you believe everyone deserves to be happy. But once you get to know how selfish someone can be. How someone can and are willing to gain advantage at other people’s expense. How canContinue reading “Do I really believe everyone deserve to be happy”

Just last weekend, I spent my evening having conversations and mingling around random people. There was this event being held by an organizer, where random strangers met, knowing one another, holding conversations. The photos from the event were just shared last night, and I just had the chance to view the photos today. Looking atContinue reading “Negative topic once in a while”

Now that I contemplate about it. I think I have a sensitive soul. I make this conclusion by remembering about what I was thinking when playing with my niece. It’s almost like I can get into their mind and I know how best to teach them anything. I know when I should be assertive andContinue reading “(Not) a sensitive soul”

I think the biggest gift that I have is my attitude. It leads me to a delusion where I think everyone is kind to me. Strangers on the road often give way to me. Truck drivers helped me when I wanted to cross the road. Or when 90% of the time I’m on the road,Continue reading “Attitude is our guardian angel”

No matter how good you are, How pure your heart is, If you still live among this society, How much of a value you are is translated from your wealth. Without wealth you are no one. Imagine your pain, if you’re poor and you really want to help someone. But helping that person means sacrificingContinue reading “To be kind is to be wealthy”

Okay, so even though I have always portrayed myself as emotionally stable person, there are some things that I just took notice can annoy me so much. Have you ever met a person, with her ignorance, dare to say other people are less knowledgeable than her? That’s the kind of person I hate the most.Continue reading “I just got angry at a stupid thing and I’m trying to analyze why”

What I write here will mostly like peeking into my brain. How I think. How I processed information. I will, of course, make mistakes. I would say, often. I’m far from perfect. While writing this, again I can feel my pride seeping out by my boldness of admitting mistakes. Don’t take my posts too seriously.Continue reading “Disclaimer”

The absence of disturbance is a blessing. As I am writing this, I am on a treadmill going 4 km/h on 15 degree incline. Just 5 minutes ago, there was someone also doing treadmill right beside me, and boy he smelt horrible. I wish I could somehow communicate with him about his terrible smell butContinue reading “Absence”

“Your seven deadly sins must be wrath.” Laughter erupted when I mentioned this to my hangry friend after he had been complaining angrily about his meal which hadn’t come. Then I continued to my other female friend, “Yours must be lust.” I splurted it out just randomly, I didn’t even know if she was thatContinue reading “What’s your seven deadly sins?”