Am I selfish?If I make my niece laughnot only to make her happybut because I enjoy seeing her laughin the end, what I do bring happiness back to me if making her happyput me in a miserable positionno, I won’t do it with this intention and realizationam I self serving?
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Things No One Taught Us About Love
When I first encountered this book at Periplus, it was wrapped in plastic.I couldn’t check what was inside.As a robot who is learning about human behavior, this intrigued me, and I wanted to know how love works. I expected the contents would be something like, how relationship worked, how it should be. But after readingContinue reading “Things No One Taught Us About Love”
My Soft Spot
In my life, I have realized I have a soft spot for ugly women. Like sometimes at a mall or maybe in a running event, like she offers something for me to buy, I have more tendency to buy than if a beautiful woman offers it to me. Yes, I will not sugarcoat my wordContinue reading “My Soft Spot”
Reminder for myself
Sometimes when I read my words. It all sounded like words from someone who has figured it all. But the truth is, I’m far from it. Of course sometimes I feel like I am better than most people, I’m sure people too at some degree. But then I also realize that it’s my ego talking.Continue reading “Reminder for myself”
A Little History of Everything
Phew.. finally I finished the book. While at it, I took a chance to write all the questions I had before googling it. Here are the lists: 3. How long homo Erectus roams the earth –> 2 million years. 2 million years compared to only 10.000 years of recorded history? Imagine how many have diedContinue reading “A Little History of Everything”
Life
Okay, so I just read the A Little History of Everything chapter The Emergence of Life and Life Conquers All and I have a few contemplation I want to share. So, in the book, it is described that how life begins. There are many theories but the most widely accepted one is the primordial soupContinue reading “Life”
DNA
I have a lot of things that I believe.Among those things, what I most believe are that our personalities are descended from our parents. Our parents from theirs, and so it goes.Then our brought personalities combined with our experiences, what we eat, breathe, consume, our environments, and basically everything we’re in contact with, they willContinue reading “DNA”
Tywin Lannister
If someone asks me, who my favorite fictional character is, there he is. Actually, there could be others, but right now the one that crosses my mind is him.And he was perfectly portrayed by Charles Dance. The things that I like about him is his strategic mind and his decision making process. Well, most ofContinue reading “Tywin Lannister”
Fascinating Life
Right now I’m writing this while drinking a caramel macchiato with extra shot and listening to Amy Winehouse’s Tears Dry on Their Own. He walks away, the sun goes downHe takes the day, but I’m grown (I’m grown)And in your way, in this blue shadeMy tears dry on their own In the complexity of life,Continue reading “Fascinating Life”
People you can’t save
Although maybe from this blog, you may see myself as an overthinking person.But in life, I’m pretty stable. Maybe somewhere in my other posts I once said that my superpower was forgetting. After a few nights sleep, I forget what has hurt me so badly.So in life, I sometimes think I’m an anchor for brokenContinue reading “People you can’t save”
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