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ABSJL (Possessed)

Big eyes, small pupils, eyes that follow you anywhere,strands of hair, messy, a chaotic movement by a dancer, arms bent backward, feet spinning in unnatural ways, but the head kept still, its eyes locked on me.No blood in sight, just dried black-red ink, which covers the eyes, shut forever.Woken up in what feels like aContinue reading “ABSJL (Possessed)”

Being a Teenager is Hard

Looking back, as I was a teenager, I can only remember that I was angry at all times. It’s not just hormones. Mostly it was a feeling of helplessness, a feeling of wanting to understand something: the world and how it works, but having no guidance. A feeling of wanting to be understood, but noContinue reading “Being a Teenager is Hard”

Things No One Taught Us About Love

When I first encountered this book at Periplus, it was wrapped in plastic.I couldn’t check what was inside.As a robot who is learning about human behavior, this intrigued me, and I wanted to know how love works. I expected the contents would be something like, how relationship worked, how it should be. But after readingContinue reading “Things No One Taught Us About Love”

RIP Charlie Kirk

Just this morning, I was very shocked by the death of a famous right-wing political influencer, Charlie Kirk. When I went to a bakmi place with my sister, she showed me the video where he was shot dead. I was at loss for words. Can’t believe it really happened, I asked her, “is this aContinue reading “RIP Charlie Kirk”

Am I.. a hypocrite? (This chapter is for you, Tini)

This story began 2 months ago when our helper resigned. Her name was Tini. She was short, dark skinned, not exactly fat but her body was big, and her feet were unusually large – I suspected she had “elephant feet syndrome”. If I should guess her age, maybe around 40-something. Nothing special about her appearance,Continue reading “Am I.. a hypocrite? (This chapter is for you, Tini)”

Let’s talk about marriage

There are 2 activities where I meditate, having conversation with myself, and giving birth to great ideas: taking a bath and riding a motorcycle. One of these thoughts is about marriage. I think about this when someone I followed on Instagram has just recently married. In previous videos before marriage, I saw his eyes wereContinue reading “Let’s talk about marriage”