ABSJL (Possessed)

Big eyes, small pupils, eyes that follow you anywhere,strands of hair, messy, a chaotic movement by a dancer, arms bent backward, feet spinning in unnatural ways, but the head kept still, its eyes locked on me.No blood in sight, just dried black-red ink, which covers the eyes, shut forever.Woken up in what feels like aContinue reading “ABSJL (Possessed)”

MBTI

I’m a very scientific person, I don’t believe in superstition, ghosts, and fiction books that most people believe. If someone tells me they can see ghosts, well I think he’s schizophrenic. And about seeing ghosts = schizophrenic, I have a theory (or more accurately, hypothesis,) that it’s just an oversensitivity. And this oversensitivity is appliedContinue reading “MBTI”

We are all narcissists

So I read a book “Concise Laws of Human Nature” There, basically it is explained that we all love ourselves, therefore, we are all narcissistic by nature, just there are spectrums. The difference between a clinical NPD with those who don’t is how their love for themselves affects other people, or to be more accurate,Continue reading “We are all narcissists”

Being a Teenager is Hard

Looking back, as I was a teenager, I can only remember that I was angry at all times. It’s not just hormones. Mostly it was a feeling of helplessness, a feeling of wanting to understand something: the world and how it works, but having no guidance. A feeling of wanting to be understood, but noContinue reading “Being a Teenager is Hard”

Things No One Taught Us About Love

When I first encountered this book at Periplus, it was wrapped in plastic.I couldn’t check what was inside.As a robot who is learning about human behavior, this intrigued me, and I wanted to know how love works. I expected the contents would be something like, how relationship worked, how it should be. But after readingContinue reading “Things No One Taught Us About Love”

Overthinking: blessing or curse?

If you know me and read my blog, I’m guessing you can kinda see what kind of a person I am in terms of thinking. I think about a lot of things-thus my goofythinker name. I have been this way since I can remember. I don’t think the people around me during my childhood, overthinkContinue reading “Overthinking: blessing or curse?”