ABSJL (Possessed)

Big eyes, small pupils, eyes that follow you anywhere,strands of hair, messy, a chaotic movement by a dancer, arms bent backward, feet spinning in unnatural ways, but the head kept still, its eyes locked on me.No blood in sight, just dried black-red ink, which covers the eyes, shut forever.Woken up in what feels like aContinue reading “ABSJL (Possessed)”

MBTI

I’m a very scientific person, I don’t believe in superstition, ghosts, and fiction books that most people believe. If someone tells me they can see ghosts, well I think he’s schizophrenic. And about seeing ghosts = schizophrenic, I have a theory (or more accurately, hypothesis,) that it’s just an oversensitivity. And this oversensitivity is appliedContinue reading “MBTI”

Being a Teenager is Hard

Looking back, as I was a teenager, I can only remember that I was angry at all times. It’s not just hormones. Mostly it was a feeling of helplessness, a feeling of wanting to understand something: the world and how it works, but having no guidance. A feeling of wanting to be understood, but noContinue reading “Being a Teenager is Hard”

Humans: Inherently good or bad?

This is a philosophical question many couldn’t answer. But through this writing, I will write what I think about this question and what my answer be. When I try to answer this question, first of all, there must be a definite definition about good and bad.What dictates a thing to be good and bad?This isContinue reading “Humans: Inherently good or bad?”

Respect and cowardice

Just last night I had a lot of uncontrollable laughs. I laughed because I watched a lot of Pinkan Mambo compilation videos and Lina Mukherje. For Lina “Queen of Garmek,” because that was my first time being exposed to her contents. I was very much surprised by how insightful she was. After all, she wasContinue reading “Respect and cowardice”

Things No One Taught Us About Love

When I first encountered this book at Periplus, it was wrapped in plastic.I couldn’t check what was inside.As a robot who is learning about human behavior, this intrigued me, and I wanted to know how love works. I expected the contents would be something like, how relationship worked, how it should be. But after readingContinue reading “Things No One Taught Us About Love”

Tywin Lannister

If someone asks me, who my favorite fictional character is, there he is. Actually, there could be others, but right now the one that crosses my mind is him.And he was perfectly portrayed by Charles Dance. The things that I like about him is his strategic mind and his decision making process. Well, most ofContinue reading “Tywin Lannister”

Fascinating Life

Right now I’m writing this while drinking a caramel macchiato with extra shot and listening to Amy Winehouse’s Tears Dry on Their Own. He walks away, the sun goes downHe takes the day, but I’m grown (I’m grown)And in your way, in this blue shadeMy tears dry on their own In the complexity of life,Continue reading “Fascinating Life”

RIP Charlie Kirk

Just this morning, I was very shocked by the death of a famous right-wing political influencer, Charlie Kirk. When I went to a bakmi place with my sister, she showed me the video where he was shot dead. I was at loss for words. Can’t believe it really happened, I asked her, “is this aContinue reading “RIP Charlie Kirk”

The Next Conversation: Final

It’s final already because I already finished the book.Only after finishing the book that I realize, we don’t really need to finish a book by reading through all pages thoroughly, especially self-development non-fiction books. Because sometimes there are pages that might not be relevant to us. For this book specifically, I bought and read thisContinue reading “The Next Conversation: Final”