Having said all of those in my previous post. What is the meaning of life? I don’t want the answer: the meaning of life is to find meaning in life. I want a concrete answer. First I imagine if someday a meteor hits earth and then all humans and animals die, no exception. I believeContinue reading “Continuing from my rant”
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Dopamine addiction
It’s been thousands of years since I last wrote something on this blog. I could have lied to you and said that I was busy. I had been ill. The muse was gone. But reality is, I was just being lazy. But saying I was lazy was not accurate, too. But I felt like somethingContinue reading “Dopamine addiction”
ABSJL (Possessed)
Big eyes, small pupils, eyes that follow you anywhere,strands of hair, messy, a chaotic movement by a dancer, arms bent backward, feet spinning in unnatural ways, but the head kept still, its eyes locked on me.No blood in sight, just dried black-red ink, which covers the eyes, shut forever.Woken up in what feels like aContinue reading “ABSJL (Possessed)”
MBTI
I’m a very scientific person, I don’t believe in superstition, ghosts, and fiction books that most people believe. If someone tells me they can see ghosts, well I think he’s schizophrenic. And about seeing ghosts = schizophrenic, I have a theory (or more accurately, hypothesis,) that it’s just an oversensitivity. And this oversensitivity is appliedContinue reading “MBTI”
Being a Teenager is Hard
Looking back, as I was a teenager, I can only remember that I was angry at all times. It’s not just hormones. Mostly it was a feeling of helplessness, a feeling of wanting to understand something: the world and how it works, but having no guidance. A feeling of wanting to be understood, but noContinue reading “Being a Teenager is Hard”
Humans: Inherently good or bad?
This is a philosophical question many couldn’t answer. But through this writing, I will write what I think about this question and what my answer be. When I try to answer this question, first of all, there must be a definite definition about good and bad.What dictates a thing to be good and bad?This isContinue reading “Humans: Inherently good or bad?”
Respect and cowardice
Just last night I had a lot of uncontrollable laughs. I laughed because I watched a lot of Pinkan Mambo compilation videos and Lina Mukherje. For Lina “Queen of Garmek,” because that was my first time being exposed to her contents. I was very much surprised by how insightful she was. After all, she wasContinue reading “Respect and cowardice”
Things No One Taught Us About Love
When I first encountered this book at Periplus, it was wrapped in plastic.I couldn’t check what was inside.As a robot who is learning about human behavior, this intrigued me, and I wanted to know how love works. I expected the contents would be something like, how relationship worked, how it should be. But after readingContinue reading “Things No One Taught Us About Love”
Tywin Lannister
If someone asks me, who my favorite fictional character is, there he is. Actually, there could be others, but right now the one that crosses my mind is him.And he was perfectly portrayed by Charles Dance. The things that I like about him is his strategic mind and his decision making process. Well, most ofContinue reading “Tywin Lannister”
Fascinating Life
Right now I’m writing this while drinking a caramel macchiato with extra shot and listening to Amy Winehouse’s Tears Dry on Their Own. He walks away, the sun goes downHe takes the day, but I’m grown (I’m grown)And in your way, in this blue shadeMy tears dry on their own In the complexity of life,Continue reading “Fascinating Life”
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